Something quite like that of a multiple choice.

Gd&Top @ F1 Grand Prix, Singapore 23rd Sept 2011

2011-09-24T18:07:00.005+08:00

PHENOMENAL'S THE WORD!

Yesterday was really one of the best days of my life! Record breaker seriously! This is why I'm documenting everything down! Never wanne forget this ever!

So.. I got up really early to meet Jijitan (aka cousin♥) at bout 10.30am and we proceeded on to City Hall to get to Padang's gate 5! But we realised that we were pretty far from gate 5 and decided to take a train to Raffles Place. How lame but totally worth it for whatever happens then on!!

Oh right, we could only enter the F1 compounds at 3pm but the reason why we were there that early was to queue up for the special wristbands which were only limited to 2000 pieces AND first-come-first-served basis! These wristbands will allow us to enter the fanzone just beside the T-shaped stage which means you're really up close and personal with them celebs!

Moving on.. We got to gate 5 but much to our disbelief, the queue consisted of lesser than ten people! It was impossible! So the people in queue asked if we were queuing for the wristbands as well meaning they were VIPs too! How fun! We just started talking and immediately clicked! They told us that we were actually supposed to go to gate 3 for the collection of wristbands! But the queue was all the way outside and near macker's! So we just exchanged numbers and went along with these two other VIPs to gate 4 and devised a plan to contact one another about the gate openings and which gate would be nearer to the wristband collection booth!

Upon reaching gate 4, there was only one girl (also a VIP) queuing! She already spoke to the security and they said that gate 4 is closer to the Connaught side of the padang stage because people from gate 3 would have to undergo an underground pass and they'll be stuck there MUAHAHAHA and we just had to run quickly!!

We waited for more than 3 hours for gate 4 to open! Talked to the fellow VIPs, all very friendly and amazing people! It's so unbelievable that people who don't know one another got together because of BIG BANG. We were so united and fended for one another. Looked after our stuff, took turns to get food, took turns for toilet breaks! Where to find such people? Without BIG BANG, we wouldn't even bother talking! I thank BIG BANG for having known such great VIPs really!! ♥

I'm really long winded but I just need to record every single detail! Got milk tea from each a cup and tried the passionfruit boba! Yums! New fave pearl substitute! Foresee myself getting them more than Koi/Gong cha/Q Essential!

OKAY I'VE GOTTA STOP DIGRESSING!!!!

Once 3pm struck, we started queuing! Oh our entire grp were always in front of the line!!! SO HAPPY!!!! Got into the F1 compound and we ran all the way to Padang! Okay it's not really that far! Wanted to get to the C0nnaught side of the stage but the security guard said just go to the other side they're giving the wristbands out that way too!! Heh so we just ran and again, we got it and were at the front of the line!

Waiting and more waiting! Got really sunburnt! My legs are so sore now with weird red patches all over them! :( Should have worn jeans! Went to Funan IT Mall for dinner! Then ran back cause our fellow VIPs called and said people are complaining that seats were reserved for people who were unpresent! What the fuck seriously? We were there at the very start! WE JUST WENT FOR A BREAK LOSER!!! Finally let us into the fanzone at 7.30pm! Ran to the side of the stage and was just beside the T-shaped stage where the barrier was! This meant that no one was blocking my view cause yo mama's in front hahahaha!! Waited forever and the car racing was just noise pollution! What's so interesting bout them really?

Charice appeared at bout 8.30 her vocals are damn good! She's really polite and cute! But she's a bit crazy! Her song choices were like in a happening mood then sad then happening then sad! Like she doesn't know how to keep the mood up! Her guitarist, Chris, is really a charmer! Super cute!! Everyone was like shouting for him hahha! Poor Charice! But I enjoyed her performance nonetheless!!

Waited for close to 2 hours before the BIGGEST ACT OF THE NIGHT appeared!! The DJ came out! Played some mixes of BIG BANG's, GD&TOP, Taeyang's and 2NE1's songs! Finally introduced VI and he came out! Honestly, I don't like Seungri that much cause I find him attention seeking and all! Buttttttt, I was still star struck and cheered for him nevertheless!! He was quite good so no complaints there and he knew how to entertain the crowd!

GD&TOP came out I was really screaming and cheering like crazy!! OMG MY GD I HAVE NEVER EVER THOUGHT I WOULD SEE HIM THIS UPCLOSE I WAS IN AWE LIKE REALLY IN AWE SUPER HAPPY AND HE'S SO CUTE!! AND TOP IS LIKE GAGA DAMN FUCKING HOT!!! NEEDLESS TO SAY, HE'S DAMN TALL TOO!! THEY PERFORMED THE INTRO, HIGH HIGH, OH YEAH AND KNOCK OUT!! PERSONAL FAVOURITE'S KNOCK OUT! WISH THEY SANG DON'T GO HOME TOO THOUGH!! IT WAS QUITE A SHORT BUT SPECTACULAR PERFORMANCE! I DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH HONESTLY! I'M GONNA SAVE UP AND GO FOR BIG SHOW AFTER MY GRADUATION! NEEDA HAVE THIS EXP AT LEAST ONCE IN MY LIFE!! I LOVE BB!!!

OH OH OH!! GD THREW HIS TOWEL IN FRONT OF CHERYL WHO'S JUST ONE PERSON AWAY FROM ME!! (A FRIEND OF MINE!) AND IT LANDED ON HER AND HER SISTER! VIPS WENT BALLISTIC AND PULLED HER BAG AND A BUNCH OF THEM TOPPLED FLAT ON THE GROUND IT WAS CRAZY!! GD WAS SO HAPPY WHEN HE DID THT! GOT A LIL' SHOCKED AND MADE A POUTY SMILE OMG SO CUTE SO CUTE I LOVE GD!!! AND THOSE BITCHES BEHIND SNATCHED THE TOWEL LIKE TUG OF WAR WTF AND CHERYL WAS DAMN NICE? SHE ACTUALLY CUT THE TOWEL INTO HALF AND GAVE THEM PART OF IT? WTF I WOULDN'T BE THT NICE LUH!! PARDON THE CAPS BUT ITS MEANT FOR MY OWN READING PLEASURE!! So gross luh the sweat!! Why would anyone wanne keep it?! Tht was what I ALWAYS THOUGHT until it fell right in front of me!! I totally wanted it too hahaha!! My friend is gonna cut a piece up for me! Can't wait to get it and wash it then doodle gd's name all over it!! Pretty sick but still amazing to me hahaha!

BEST EXP EVER!! CAN'T WAIT FOR THEM TO HAVE A FANSIGN OR SOMETHING AND LIKE SHAKE THEIR HANDS AND TAKE PICTURES ALL!! ♥GD!!! G H E T T O E L E C T R O high high im so high!! ^^v

Dream of the stars

2011-05-17T12:38:00.001+08:00

So I dreamt I was at kmv at some shitty location! It was good fun! Jy asked who wanted to go down and play games which I frantically raised my hand for his attn! I was chosen but didn't have the balls to go down! Loser much! But it didn't matter cause he wouldn't remember! There were a million people who wanted to go down and yes many did!:( I wish I went down! Now I really feel like going for kmv I need to see kjy pronto! 권지용 화이팅! 빅뱅 화이팅! 난 진짜 보고싶다! ♥

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2011-02-12T11:33:00.001+08:00

I'll get sick of you just as soon as you do me.

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Choked up beyond the point of return

2011-01-30T15:51:00.001+08:00

Bad girl bad girl
Whatcha gonna do
Whatcha gonna do
When I come for you

God I'm so sick of everything right now. I'm like portrayed as the bad person to everyone. My life is so screwed up now I bloody hate it. I tried not to feel like this but it isn't working! Plus the fact tht the M assumes everything doesn't make it any better.

I wanne be happy. I laugh I smile but really I don't tht great. I can't share it with anyone I feel so bottled up.

Friends, really? Where are they?

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Location:Tampines Street 83,Singapore,Singapore

Why is there a need for a bloody title?

2010-11-06T09:26:00.000+08:00

I've been feeling shitty of late. Not feeling up to meeting anyone at all. After tmr's meetup with F, my almost non-existent social life is gonna come to a halt. Everything's gonna be at a standstill till I deem fit.

Le sigh :/

2010-10-28T11:03:00.000+08:00

I never fail to amaze myself. Procrastinator 101.

2010-10-20T20:15:00.001+08:00

okay so i just searched for all my dream records and i realized i dreamt of:

big bang: thrice

g-gragon: thrice

taeyang: thrice

top: thrice

daesung: twice

seungri: once

jang geun suk: once

2NE1: once

dbsk: once

choi siwon: once

nichkhun: once

shinee: twice

IM MAD IKR. hahahahah so happy now. well, a girl can dream right? (no pun intended)

2010-10-20T19:56:00.000+08:00

i know i haven't blogged in ages but i really don't care alr. i just wanne record my vivid dream last night with details. it was awesome. so it goes like this..

its UOL's bash at supperclub this friday again and my friends were like literally begging me to go and i refused profusely cause i hate going to clubs and see no point in them. anyway they were like okay what do you want. anything also can. i said -cue drumrolls, duh! BIG BANG. hahahahah. crazy i must have thought alot bout them ytd tht's why i dreamt of them.

kay so its very irrelevant but shinee appeared and brought g-dragon and top to me. gd came and i hugged him like mad and we started taking photos. then i asked top to join us and take take take fuck i woke up.

reality kicks in but i still woke with a huge smile plastered on my face.

please lemme dream of them more often tqvm! :)

2010-08-18T01:36:00.002+08:00

hello, 안녕, 你好！

im super dee duper bored right now and i cannot accept the fact tht my three weeks of break is gonna be over soon! i really am dreading school! am so nocturnal now i don't ever wanne adjust my body clock.

if only im rich! i could jet off without a care in the world, around the world. hahahah what a mouthful.

ugh fuck. i don't know what i want anymore.

So sick of shite..

2010-07-06T19:51:00.001+08:00

Ugh seriously I need a short getaway before school starts! So annoyed cause I'm offered an opportunity to go to Korea again! For a week no less from 11th July onwards! But I have to freaking work! There is no way in hell I'll be able to get a week's worth of leave.

Fml. So sick of everything. Cannot wait to stop working! 18 more days! Ugh. I hope I can still go to bkk or hk before school starts! Really need a break!

I deserve it no?

The new comes, the old goes.

2010-05-30T21:51:00.001+08:00

Mari is off to the airport now! Only my parents and bro are with her right now. Aye changes changes! I don't like it one bit and I didn't send her off cause I'm way too tired. Afterall its our final goodbye and she's just gonna be a nice domestic helper who has once crossed paths with the Tan family. So a few mins of difference of saying goodbye doesn't really matter.

Surprisingly she didn't hug any of us including nana!! I think she's scared she'd cry cause I could see tears welling up in her eyes. I managed to hold back my tears pretty well. My voice just sounded weird ha. People come and go. I've just gotta get used to this fact!

I know she won't see this but bon voyage Maricel! Thks for everything you've done for us and I wish you all the best in your future endeavours.

Time whizzes by before you even know it.

2010-05-28T21:45:00.003+08:00

So I've finally graduated from TP with a diploma no less! I really miss school so much now. I wish I could go back all the way to changkat and start all over again. Given a choice, I'd prolly choose BIT again cause the friends made are an awesome bunch! I cannot imagine if things were different so I'd rather stick to whatever I've been through! Not like I can turn time back. Plus I hate changes.

Anyhow, graduation pics up soon! I also need to blog bout my Korea trip last year! I need to pen all these memories down before I forget anything.

Oh right today I've finally received my long awaited acceptance letter from UOL. Sucha huge relief man. Although SIM alr accepted me I still had a feeling UOL wouldn't accept me with such rotten results! Am really grateful with such blessings bestowed upon me. Will study hard this time, no kidding!

Alrightey, till then! 43 more days before I finish work! I cannot wait to be free from this mundane routine and really hectic schedule I have right now what with night classes and driving lessons. Need A Break! Need A Kit Kat!

Kaythksbye!

P/s: if anyone even reads this anymore, you've prolly wasted one min of your life reading shite bout my oh so boring life right now! Hahahah sorry bye!

2010-04-24T22:23:00.001+08:00

I've been sucha bitch lately to my family cause they're the only people I can vent my frustrations on! I never seem to do it to my friends so I'm sucha hypocrite uh!

Mommy just told me this morning tht her heart aches to see me like tht! I feel so guilty lar. It's like I've got split personality or something. Once I come home, my mood automatically turns bad! Very bad tht you'd wanne stay as far as possible away from me.

I really need to change. I know I'm not being nice at all. It's like I can feel it myself and I will wake up feeling guilty the next morning thinking why the hell do I treat my family so dear to me like tht?

It's really ridiculous how I am! Am sucha total mess. I'm always giving in to my friends and taking the initiative towards them but to my family, it's another story altogether.

So my resolution now is to change and think hard before I treat anyone badly! I no longer wanne take anyone for granted especially my family since they are the only ones who will be there for you regardless of anything while friends come and go! Yep! I'll try hard.

SIM GE, UOL here I come!!~

2010-04-04T20:10:00.001+08:00

I received my acceptance letter! I feel blessed! :)

2010-04-04T16:58:00.001+08:00

Seriously the acceptance letter from SIM is taking forever to come! The bloody wait is killing me! There's absolutely nothing I can do bout it but hope tht I'll get in! Pray for me please!

If I don't get in, where can I go really? I'm so freaking useless no uni will accept me lar. Getting rejected by a private uni will make thongs even worse right?!

Urghs kay patience sharlene tan, patience!

2010-03-28T17:42:00.001+08:00

I'm so unsure of what my future holds for me now and it's flipping me out. I need backup plans! Now!

2010-03-04T00:50:00.001+08:00

Today marks the end of my entire three years in TP. Well, technically anyway! There's still grad night this friday and the graduation ceremony in may!

Anyway MYM today was quite a success I guess! We've got plenty of votes haha! Special thks to my awesome friends namely, candice, jessica, nicole, pang cheng, reen, travun, vivien and zhao hwee for coming down specially for my shitty showcase haha! Its not fancy at all but I'm so glad I had your support! :)

Major project has been a pain in my ass and a thorn in my eyes! It was plainly a prick! Would have never been able to go so far without the awesome group mates! I'm sosososo blessed to be grouped with these few people who are not very kanchiong and who can take our own sweet time to do our work! So maybe this module has been quite a breeze in this case!

Then there's the close friends in TP. The four of us have stuck together since day one and we've had our ups and downs, bravely conquered together! You've gotta love them girls!

With all tht said, my point is.. I'm very grateful tht life's been treating me good or rather my perceptions have widened in a good way!

I hereby wish everyone who has crossed paths with me, good luck in your future endeavours!

X

2010-02-21T16:44:00.002+08:00

omfgawd i just realized i've only a week and a half before the MYM presentation for MP! the best thing's my group hasn't met up to do anything yet! soooooooo running out of time. i also haven't looked for a job! i better get things done next week!

ewwwwwwww i feel so sick to my stomach! time's passing so quickly i wish it would come to a halt! urghkaythksbye!

2010-02-13T00:04:00.002+08:00

I'm so sleepy now but I've gotta wait till my parents and grams are back so I can go down and bring up the groceries! Urghs, soooooooo sleepy! Mad right? Going to giant just a day before CNY's eve?

Okay whatever, I need to stay awake now so I've decided to come up with a list of things I'm anal about. And that list is definitely gonna be.. long and weird.

I absolutely hate it when people mess up my bed, hug my bolster tightly (hence it loses its shape), leave newspapers on it and the big nono's putting them damn feet on any of my pillows!! URGHS GROSS TTM.
I need to bathe as soon as I reach home or I'll feel disgusted. In the case that too many people are waiting for the toilet, I MUST at least wash my feet first before waiting for my turn. What? As long as you go out, you're dirty, you NEED to bathe!
I cannot stand it when the battery bar on my phone's not full! I'd charge my phone everyday! If its say 90%, 1/10th of the bar would be gone, I'd go charge it!
I cannot stand long nails. Everytime I see girls with like major mad nails, I wish I could break them up!
Halter neck bras annoy me to no end! Feel like cutting off the strap and their bras will instantly drop HAHAHHAHAHA GO DIE PLEASE.
I will always remove spring onions from my food because they stink like mad and if I ever eat it, I will vomit.
I eat boiled eggs without egg yolk, I see the yolk, I'm not gonna touch the egg!
When I sleep, there must be no chairs facing me at all or I'll totally freak out thinking that someone's sitting on the chair, staring at me while I'm sleeping. Freaky much? Plus the fact that all the chairs in my room are swivel ones, doesn't make it any better!
I hate to leave electricity on at places where there's no one at all. Just pisses me to no end!
Whenever someone coughs or sneezes in public without covering their mouths, I'd feel like I'm gonna get ill any moment from their bloody germs so freaking inconsiderate I feel like punching them and glue masks to their bloody face!
I am very anal about opening books widely! I don't wanne have any lines on the side cover damnit!
HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME TO CHILL CHILL CHILL hahahah but I still do it to them anywayyyy i know right, smack me!
I hate it when my brother rubs his face into my pillow like gross max please his pimplefied face ewwwwwwwwww much! The way he shakes his butt when he's relaxed on the bed, you just feel like smacking the buns!
Bloody smokers smoking directly into my face. Not nice please! GO DIE ALR! Grrrr.
Forgetting what I want to say after a while! I'd take forever to think! Die also must recall what I wanted to say or I will not be able to sleep in peace.

Eh I can't really think anymore? I know there's more.. But I seriously can't think. I'll continue again. But judging from these few, I really am anal bout the slightest things right? That's the way I roll.. HAHAHHAHA. Yalar, major OCD all.

Time check: 12.23am! Le parentals and grams' not back yet! URGHS. Sleepytime seriously!

2010-02-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

Backkk from my haha almost non-existent hiatus! Anyway, projects are almost over! Yay! Graduation real soon omgawd working in march! I hate working man! Woo and I've signed up for driving alr can't wait to get my license! BTT on 24/3! Slowwww but yea I must pass on my first try!

Oh and I've signed up for uni also! I hope I can get in!

Now I keep looking at tour packages! 5 days at tw and 2 days in hk 799 bucks only! And seriously the europe deal's so much better! Ten days in switzerland, paris, london and blablablah 1.2k++! I really wanne go! When will money ever drop down from heaven?? Just for me only please tqvm! I really need a short getaway but am seriously broke! Haiya whatever lar! Can't wait till I'm 21 to have my full-fledged freedom!

2010-01-17T22:30:00.001+08:00

2010-01-13T18:49:00.000+08:00

If I had three wishes, the first would be to wish for life eternity for everyone! Second one would be to turn time back and stop myself from growing horizontally so damn much! Lastly, I would wish for the power of teleporting around places! Tht would totally mean free trips overseas how awesummmm? I know right! Genie genie on the wall, bestow these wishes upon me will you? Pretty please with a cherry on top tqvm! I'm not very greedy at all, right?

2010-01-11T01:18:00.002+08:00

I finished watching You Are Beautiful within like two days! So unhappy, sad and empty right now! Having like serious withdrawal symptoms from it. All I did the entire day was to look for videos with Jang Geun Suk in it and recording my favourite parts of yab!

I rewatched a little of Baby and Me because I couldn't remember what really happened since I watched it in 2008! Now, I wasted 1 hour and 40 minutes of my life which I will never get back from watching Itaewon Murder Case!

It was so boring I almost fell asleep watching it! I read like rave reviews about it on youtube, that's why I started watching it! Turns out, people like Jang Geun Suk and hence loved the show. How retarded is that, really? Sure, I like Jang Geun Suk as well but at least I give honest opinions on how I feel about that stupid show. There isn't even a story line to begin with! How bad is that? The ending sucked balls. So.. don't ever watch it! I could have watched Baby and Me again with that time wasted! Urghs!

Ahhhhh!!~ Hwang Tae Kyung!! I miss how he says Go Mi Nam's name!! It's really special!! I realized people have been talking about his hands too!! HAHHAHAHAHAHAH I also love his hands!! Omgawd kay I should stop the fangirl mode!!

Please let me dream of Jang Geun Suk tonight!! ^^ 감사합니다!!~

2010-01-04T01:41:00.000+08:00

Dear @dumkins,

If you could only keep your focus like today, there'd be no more last minute shite you'll have to go through as always! Gain your composure and remain like this for a long time please. Instilling fear in yourself helped you so much, so continue doing tht and you'll never go wrong! So buckle up for the remaining six weeks are gonna be a helluva of a roller coaster ride!

Love,
@dumkins

2009-12-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

Today..

there's more drama in my life than ever.
I also got rid of my fear to light a lighter.
I went to the second wake within six months.
I went to the second wake of the year.
I went to the third wake of my entire life.
my heart feels very numb.

Tomorrow..

I'm going to the third wake within six months.
I'm going to the third wake of the year.
I'm going to the fourth wake of my life.
I think I'm devoid of feelings already.

Will be heading down to my most hated place on earth (Mandai Crematorium) next monday and tuesday consecutively! Not fun at all.

I don't feel the christmasy mood alr. What a way to end 2009.

2009-12-17T01:54:00.003+08:00

i've been a complete bitch to M today im really sorry but i haven't got the guts to man up and apologise to her. well she was so contradictive it pissed me off real badly as well. aye aye but still, shldn't have been so rude! lotsa ♥ M love you for life!

anyhow, ham came over today and we had the time of our lives eating ruffles hahaha in record time! say, lesser than an hour? i'd usually take days to finish it on my own. so it was transferring of lotsa videos and stuff.

im gonna like re-watch all my korean vids vienny burned for me in the past!! dbsk-xman, suju fullhouse and all. really wanne watch fc shoot dori the most but i can't seem to find the discs!! shall watch it online then but im like lazy to load vids. plenty of dramas to watch and stuff!!

my holidays are gonna be over real soon! bummer!!

yes yes yes xlb xlb xlb tmr!! finally man. i haven't had yums xlb in ages!! my brother's gonna be back tmr. ten days have whizzed past so quickly!! im gonna miss the quiet nights i have starting tmr!! definitely gonna quarrel and shite which i kinda missed when he wasn't around. but im alr feeling sick just by thinking of all the quarrels we're gonna have. how dumb!

tht idiot boy better get me gold stuff!! its freaking europe twice for him and zilch for me. I FAIL. kaythksbye!

2009-12-15T02:30:00.000+08:00

With my dad around, I seem to make decisions so much quicker! So.. I finally got my bb!! Yay! Sold away ny e63 at 180 and got momma a new phone at 160. Then to m1 to get my curve 8520 for only 128! So its really worth it haha! I think the next time I chage phone, it'd be two years from now and not a yearly thing alr cause its my second time changing it this year and within six months at tht! Sad but happy with my awesome purchase for now yay happy pie! Kay sleepytime! G'night pies!

2009-12-14T17:10:00.002+08:00

given a chance to change phone now but am stuck in a terrible delimma.

bb bold damn ex so its definitely out, storm's touch screen eww, and curve 8900 is not being carried in m1 anymore! even the distributors as well. sooooooooooo annoying. only choice is bb curve 8520 but like a lousy.

i've been dying to get a bb since last year!! what now? just get the 8520? but i don't wanne get it then regret. walau damn sad!! seriously. maybe i shld just stick to this dum dum e63. but then again, the bb's seriously tempting to get!! maybe i'll go to m1 and check out what other phones they have first. but priority's wifi, torchlight and korean input text!! which only leaves me with a few choices..

how now brown cow?

2009-12-12T21:36:00.002+08:00

I think all X are assholes and seriously, I am over it now whatever. Dunzo!

2009-12-06T02:05:00.003+08:00

you know life's really fragile when its gonna be the second wake you're gonna attend soon in days, weeks or even months within the year. in short, its really soon.

its gonna be the third one that im attending in my entire 19 years of existence. seriously seriously sucks. i cannot imagine going through any of such trauma ever again! why must people ever die anyway? can't we have immortality?

c'est la vie, so carpe diem.

2009-12-02T11:37:00.002+08:00

now im all tired and very unmotivated to do my reports due in friday! reports because there's two due!! wahhhhh seriously school's damn depressing. this is the final semester with the best timetable ever cause its damn slack but nooooooo im in school most of the time cause of the various projects. how sucky. there's deadlines to meet every single fucking week. i've had enough of this shite! damn stressed know seriously.

cannot fucking wait for graduation to come.

2009-11-27T13:22:00.002+08:00

okay i've procrastinated too much! promise to do my work after my bath!

omgawd yay mommy just called me they're at west coast now and gonna buy me the yums meepok!! but crayfish's sold out! soooooo.. it'll only be prawns and scallop! but its good enough!~ happy only!! :)

kay bathe, eat, WORK!!

2009-11-18T23:59:00.002+08:00

i totally freaked out when i was in the lift just now. the lift at my place only has access to levels 1, 5, 9 and 12. i live on the 13th floor.

so anyway when i was going up, it suddenly stopped at level 9, alarm going off, then it dropped down and shook a lil'. i was like omgawd totally freaking out alr. luckily i was on the phone so i had someone to calm my nerves! it all happened so quickly! suddenly went up to 12th floor. but it was stuck for so long and it didn't open at all!

i was alr on the verge of crying man! i was alone and i've always had one of those fears tht the lift may just drop all the way down and i'll die of heart attack! then i pressed the alarm and the door finally opened!!

seriously seriously scared me shiteless. it'd better not happen to me again. im told mommy to call the town council but she didn't tsk! i shld do it on my own then!!

when i told nana my story, she laughed at me! she wasn't scared when she was stuck there before! im sucha wuss huh?

2009-11-16T12:21:00.002+08:00

the stomach flu has hit me once again! i was suffering in so much pain ytd. feeling better now but still having diarrhoea. how crappy! aah anyway i suspect its the food from swissotel causing this! but nothing happened to my family, only me! maybe my stomach's weaker now. have been getting stomach flu yearly since sec three! coupled with fever at tht! thkfully no fever this time! or i'll feel worse Xinfinity!!

anyway the dad's D&D at swissotel this year sucked. theme was so-so. everything was just so normal. to think they put in nine months of effort and the results they got weren't so fantastic. but we still gotta thk them for spending so much time organizing such an event!

frankly, food really sucked. like so damn lousy. i think the zhi char stall near my place serves better food! oh there's gonna be dinner this sat at the empty grass patch under my block!! a yearly affair. the food's definitely gonna be so much better!

the toilet there also stinks to high heaven! so much for being a five/six star hotel! gross much!! i don't wanne go next year alr!! blah. just saying.. everything at swissotel has deteriorated so badly, think they shld do something bout it!

nuff said-

2009-11-13T15:41:00.002+08:00

HELLO JESSIE LIM PEI PEI. HHAHAHAH. be honoured i updated this FOR YOU. hahahahha actually its just to document your embarrassing moment just now! ;) anyway here goes.. jessie couldn't find her thumbdrive!! panicked panicked!! guess where the thumbdrive was?! in her packet of tissue paper!! the packet same colour as her thumbdrive somemore!! HAHAHHAHAHA HAHAHAHHAHA HAHAHHAHAHAHA!!

just fyi, your evil lil' wish tht my concept is gone did not come true!!! the backup copy at home worked woohoooooo! AND IM FINALLY DONE HAPPY HAPPY PIE!!

kay i need to sleep. stupid body's aching like shite. i feel like i have elephant thighs. so hard to lift them up. oh its also aching cause we had napfa ytd. i really think its damn stupid TP suddenly made it compulsory to take napfa. after three years of having no PE, we take napfa really? its needless to say i've passed with flying colours, ahem!

really need to catch up on lost sleep! ta!

2009-10-28T17:25:00.011+08:00

dinner the other day was awesome! daddy made steamed tofu with egg plus prawns!! super yummy. lotsa garlic and some dried scallops!! herbal chicken soup!! yummy by mommy!!

today, nana and mommy's making peng kueh. i don't know what's it called in english or chinese. super yummy!! i would love to document the steps of making the peng kueh. but lazyyyy. i have pictures though!! lazy to upload all also hahahaha. here's a few of them!! including the cute nana!! :)

in the end, i uploaded like almost everything!

foodie.is.i

2009-10-28T17:03:00.003+08:00

im gonna discipline myself strictly this time.

when i do right, i get positive reinforcement.
when i do wrong, i get negative reinforcement.

in short, a person with hardly any discipline like me, has to be treated like a dog. yes pathetic much. but if this is what it takes to have self-discipline, im just gonna go ahead with it.

2009-10-24T11:26:00.003+08:00

I bathed twice in a short span of two hours already!

Once was at 9.15am, preparing to go to school.

Second time was at 11.00am when I was told that labs in school are closed. So I detoured back home. Thankfully Daddy sent me to school so I got home quickly.

I was out for barely five minutes but I still chose to bathe. I feel damn dirty once I step out of the house. A bath is definitely a NEED once I return home.

OCD much?

2009-10-20T17:25:00.004+08:00

ytd we watch Darah. this sick indonesian film. its somewhat like chainsaw massacre, so said filzah. i wouldn't know since i didn't watch it! i have no intention to watch it either. its damn gross seriously. anyway, its my first M18 show in the theatres know!! like how pathetic?

so dara's her name. they said dara is virgin in malay and darah is blood. whatever it is, she's just plain gross. in reality, she's only 27. but she looks older leh!! ewwww i never wanne watch such shows again. i hate gory scenes. horror's fine but no gore please!!

SAYA DARA just couldn't get outta my head. grosssss

2009-10-20T12:37:00.004+08:00

i've always wanted a beetle/mini cooper kinda car. but i think beetles are cuter. if i ever earn enough, i wanne get a baby blue beetle like the one below!

if i couldn't afford it, the cheaper alternative is the nissan march. which looks just as sweet. i mean, having a ride itself is sweet alr. what more could i ask for?

i don't mind a black lexus 7 seater as well! sooooooo sleek. can't wait for get my license alr! too bad i don't have time now to get it. next feb is it!!

2009-10-19T22:17:00.001+08:00

mad angry go to hell bitch burn. who the hell are you to be so rude to me? im damn annoyed man.

2009-10-17T21:26:00.002+08:00

most mornings i wake up and feel very loved by people around me. then it hits me like some kinda revelation bout how mean i really am. i'll feel bad for a bit. wash up and think tht i really wanne be a nicer person and treat everyone genuinely. i go ahead with my day and almost forget bout the oh so new revelation. what a loser am i?

i really truly wanne be a better person. i need to change my attitude man. its the worst thing bout me. also gotta get rid of the lazy streak. i've gotta change!

high time i do something bout my bad habits!

2009-10-15T21:30:00.002+08:00

today calls for celebration!

timetable's out and i love the fact tht i have no school on friday! plus, i finally have someone to accompany me this time! 2.2 was a torture man, seriously. good riddance to tht! so yay, filzah's in the same class as i am. thkfully cyn and ham have each other's company as well. so all's good! :)

i actually can't believe how school's gonna start in three days time damnit! i really haven't had enough alone time! i've been working, then going out almost everyday after tht. best part of my holidays was the korea trip which is needless to say!

anyhow, i only need to go to school on mon and thurs next week! i really wanne skip classes on mon cause its only lectures. so if i do, it'll be like school on tues, wed and thurs only! how awesome is tht? well i heard there's e-learning for one of the modules so it really gives me a good reason to skip mon lectures, right? right on.

okay, i really need to start posting pictures up. i can't stand how bare the blog looks. haven't blogged in ages and i lost like half of my readership! so the nuffnang money's like not reaching 50 bucks any sooner. really want my 50 bucks!!

cravings for oreo cheesecake from rive gauche now, any kind soul may get it for me now i'll gladly take it.

hmm, im really glad tht im not in the same class as you-know-who and you-know-who and you-know-who! haha. you really have no idea how glad i am. like really happy shimangles. okey pokes ttfn its himym time now!!

2009-10-14T21:17:00.001+08:00

weird dream yesterday. it went like this..

i was with vien in korea. we had just landed and took a cab to some suburban place to have a barbecue lunch. the setting of the place was weird. the cab driver alighted us in the middle of nowhere and we had to lug our luggages really far to get to the restaurant.

to get to the restaurant we had to climb up a flight of stairs, really no joke carrying the heavy luggages with us! after the stairs, we had to take an escalator which leads us directly to the restaurant.

then tht's tht! i dreamt of my cousin next. we were on the stage standing beside choi siwon (hugging him tightly at tht!) and 2ne1! super queer. i used to like suju when i liked dbsk then. i still like both groups. but i didn't go crazy over suju. so its really weird how i dreamt of choi siwon out of the 13 people in his group haha!

end of dream! nothing much happened. but i really love dreaming of these celebrities! :)

2009-10-13T14:19:00.003+08:00

i was so fucking pissed off with my stupid uncle just now. sucha loser please. shouted at grams just now like wtf seriously felt like smacking him when he did so. everyday come to my house and waste my electricity. hog on the phone all day long and talking so loudly like nobody's business when im still sleeping can. talk to me like shite. when he needs my help then talk to me nicely. he'll go like, "sharlene, can let me check my mail please? :)" oh please cut tht pretence. so gross. i can see through you!

you are so irresponsible and everything bad! i cannot stand your presence at all. in fact, i always feel so stressed and irritated with you around. my mood just goes bad right from the start at the mention of your name. gross you're so repulsive.

i seriously will never respect you ever again unless you mend your fucking ways which i don't think you ever will. damnit.

if you ever raise your voice at grams ever again, i'll fucking bitchslap you and SCREAM AT YOU. gahhhh

♥ grams so much she's the best seriously!

2009-10-12T22:51:00.002+08:00

My most disastrous cooking experience happened on my last Home Economics practical session in Secondary School. Here goes..

The task we were given that day was to fry french fries. In a Home Economics class, we naturally had to do things right from the start. Hence, given to us were potatoes which we had to cut into wedges. Next step was to add salt and mix them up. Our Home Economics teacher was a very disgusting woman in her early sixties. She actually picked her nose and mixed our french fries for us. Obviously we had our french fries washed! It was the final step to add whatever ingredients we were told to do so and she came over to mix our french fries again. This time, we couldn't wash it, much to our dismay (we badly wanted to eat french fries)! So after frying, we threw it away. Booger fries for you? Nah-uh!

After going through a helluva rollercoaster ride, we couldn't eat our fries and had to wash the utensils used at that! Disastrous or not? I'll leave that up to you to decide..

2009-09-17T14:10:00.002+08:00

i honestly haven't slept so well like this in ages. since the funeral tht is. i actually didn't get up at like 5 plus in the morning due to the noise my brother makes when he gets up for school damn annoying tht idiot.

but the thing is i had like a terrible nightmare which was damn queer. here goes.. i didn't even get my license to drive yet and my dad let me drive his car late out at night. which is even more impossible cause i have a strict curfew.

anyway it went really bad when i don't know why this small lil' boy and his maid started going nuts and ran around looking for me to bully me. wtf right?! so i hurried off to the carpark trying to look for the car to no avail. so i panicked and i don't know how i managed to spend the entire night out doing absolutely nothing.

the next thing i knew, my unc and cousin was with me! WEIRD MUCH? so we found the car but it was in a different colour. got in and drove off. so being the inexperienced driver without a license i was, i drove on the wrong lane. but the lanes were like damn weird? three lanes in total. two going in the same direction and one going in the opp way. so the lanes were like lined accordingly to this direction: SAME DIFF SAME. geddit?

i swerved the car really bad cause i wanted to cut lanes and ended up going to another lane at the far left which was going to jurong instead of tampines. seeing cameras around the area, i immediately switched places with my cousin. it was then tht i realized tht the car didn't belong to my father! it was a stranger's car. i quickly called my dad who told me he actually went out in the middle of the night to collect his car. it was no wonder now tht i couldn't find the car. it was like wtf man seriously. he took the car and didn't tell me?!

OKAY POINT IS, IT WAS ILLEGAL TAKING OFF WITH A STRANGER'S CAR DUH! oh and know how we managed to open the car with another car key? the answer in my dream was, oh cause my unc opened the car door with the car and his rolex? WTH EPIC MUCH.

stupid dream. i got really worried cause i didn't wanne go to jail and stuff. retarded. next thing i knew, I WOKE UP..

totally fail dream! usually if we wrote bout dreams in essays, we'd fail cause we'll end with, "It was just a dream." stupid really.

anyway im doing a gantt chart now and gawd knows what a gantt chart is til i googled it and i realized its the same shite chart thing i did years back in secondary four for dnt which sucked balls cause i didn't like doing it back then and neither will i love it now.

gantt charts are so pointless. like we know we have deadlines to meet so we'll eventually meet the deadlines irregardless of our likes of it. we have no choice! who would want a fail grade and redo the whole damn module in 4.2 cause they don't have the module in 4.1 right?! urghs annoying.

AND IM NOT DONE WITH PLANNING MY ITINERARY I HAVE NO BLOODY TIME LEFT BUT I AM WASTING EVERY BIT OF IT. I SUCK BALLS.

lets see, school tmr. sat to get my cam and adaptor. sun at work plus dinner at night. monday i have school again. i fly off on tues. I HAVE NO TIME. TQVM.

2009-09-07T19:43:00.002+08:00

I'm very exhausted from work. So busy today. Mad crazy rush. Nvm, I'm only left with four more days left I really cannot wait I need rest! Plenty of it.

Hmm anyway Haziqah dropped by earlier to pass me some yummy brownies. It's really awesome even my granny loves it she wants to buy like a batch from here haha. Thks bestie I really appreciate it! :)

Anyway, I'm typing proper now cause I'm using my phone to blog. It wouldn't be caps otherwise I'm sucha lazy person.

So so bored. Have some major planning to do soon I'm quite egg-cited hope everything works out!

Oh I also have bad news. My trip to Korea may be cancelled if I can't return on the 27th cause its fully booked. Am on the waitlist right now. The next return date available would be 5th of Oct but obviously the adults have to work so urghs.

Damnit, I hope people will cancel their return to a later date or something. I've been wanting to go there since forever! Also pain on getting G-dragon's kickass album there don't want it from yes asia lar there's no poster and what's better than getting the original from the original country right right?

Please please pray for me everything's gonna work out. Everything is booked Cept for the return! I must go there!!

I have half a good mind to delete the contents above cause I'm like talking to myself. Aye whatever. Kaythksbye.

2009-09-06T02:16:00.003+08:00

sometimes i get possibly depressed when i don't know what i really wanne do in life. then i start reading stories bout people's lives and i feel so stupid cause i will envy them. i shld really get a life.

i hope for the day to come when im finally NTAO(no talk action only) and not NATO.. so sick of my own shite at times i shld just bang the wall and die. really am quite a useless person. shldn't be wasting resources on earth at all.

high time to clean up my act and truly be a better person. start appreciating lil' things. be contented with what i have. stop spazzing over WANTS WHICH ARE NOT NECESSARY. THEY ARE NOT NEEDS.

feel like totally disappearing right now.

2009-08-23T13:11:00.002+08:00

I haven't been here in ages and now that I'm here I have never expected to talk about death. There has been a loss in the family. Poor Granduncle has passed on last friday, 21 August 2009.

It has been a long weekend already. Everybody is so drained right now. I cannot imagine how Tuesday will be. Tuesday is the day when he's going to get cremated. Things will be really bad. With all the older people around, it will be even worse tenfold.

I still remember how the cremation of my late paternal Grandfather was done. We didn't exactly get to see him getting cremated. All we saw was just the coffin getting pushed automatically into the burning area I suppose and the doors just closed. All the crying and everything was so terrible. That was also the first time I saw my Dad cry.

Deaths are always inevitable but why does it seem to happen all too soon these days? Anyway I am glad that Granduncle has been relieved from all his pain. When he first found out that he had cancer, it was 4 years and 3 months ago and he was already in the last stage.

He has been a strong man, holding on for so long. He is also well-respected and loved by everybody. I am sure he's in a much better place now and I thank him for all that he has done for us all. Rest in peace, laogu.

2009-07-11T01:52:00.002+08:00

yay im super dee duper happy now i know how to type korean words alr heheheheheheh!!!! korean class was very fun i can't wait to learn how to really pronouce all the words correctly and write them out!!!! gotta memorise quickly.

can you believe i typed this on my own? 빅뱅!!! its pretty simple, really!! yay im really egg-cited bout this now!! I REALLY WANNE GO TO KOREA NOW!!!!!!!!

권지용^^
동영배^^
최승현^^
강대성^^
이승현^^

sorry i just had to add in the korean signature smiley hahahhaha. ooh 빅뱅 hwaiting!!~

wow im really taking forever to type those few words. time check, 2.10am. i must be crazy trying to learn korean at this hour. but yea, at least i've accomplished something today! :)

2009-06-29T21:01:00.002+08:00

Its infuriating how I got this phone on tuesday at 248 and now its only 48. So.. I spent like 200 extra bucks. How annoying huh?

Aye whatever lar I'm happy I got this awesome qwerty loving' gadget! :) Super de super happy heh. Hopefully I don't get sick of it so soon! Love the wifi. Its the e63 btw and I used to call it the fake blackberry hahaha its true what!! But I honestly like it now. Wait till I'm older I'll get one!! I still want a sidekick though!!

Okay nuff of gadget talk. Korean class starting next tuesday yay! I'm very egg-cited heheh. Good news is there's only 24 days left at work.

Ttfn. X

2009-06-17T22:40:00.002+08:00

so many things to say..

i shall start with the very impromptu batam trip during the weekend. dad pissed me off waking me up like super early. LIKE TEN FREAKING AM OKAY. it was a saturday and mom doesn't even do tht to me. i'll usually get up at 12 plus during the weekends!!

so anyway, we cabbed to vivo cause leaving the car in the carpark there would cost a bomb! had lunch at the foodcourt where i had bi bim bap and the korean chef totally made my day she thought i was korean and spoke to me in korean heh heh! :D

yaaaaa, batam was good fun. everything was mad cheap. we squeezed on a king-sized bed at night and it was sooooo comfortable. the room was good and seriously cheap!! 66bucks/night plus, it was a weekend!!

the shopping malls were kinda boring. everything they sold were the same and ya WEIRD. their english is horrible and the slogan tees had horrible grammar on it. hahahha. anyway i think they're so laidback and everything. its kinda fun. but the thing is, i kinda pity them. its like they're lagging behind in so many ways. in technology especially.

ooh we caught sniper there. gosh they haven't even aired like FOUR CHRISTMASES, MARLEY AND ME and all the other hollywood shows shown last year! like sad? by the time their show it in the cinemas, they could alr watch it online or something.

okay okay it was fun anyway. a different experience. besides, i've never been to batam and i've wanted to go there since i worked at batam fast. so great-o! food there was good!!! super cheap. taxi rides too!! but their taxi drivers don't wear seatbelts, and their have to press this button to horn their cars!!! WTHHH.

oh ya taxi ride home in singapore was such a scam. cab driver claimed tht he was feeling down and forgot to turn the meter on wtf?!!

okay nuff of batam.

yesterday after work, a crazy guy walked around me in a circle and started swearing bloody hokkien vulgarities at me creepy dude totally freaked me out!! then he went around scolding other people.

ttfn -i know abrupt ending but what is an appropriate ending then?

2009-06-08T19:40:00.002+08:00

i always think tht the computer at work would explode any moment at my face whenever i insert a cd into the cpu. it makes such loud noises it scares me.

today after lunch, i was walking back to the company under the scorching sun and i was on the phone at the same time. i thought my phone was gonna explode at me again cause it was soooo hot when i talked for just a bit. it must be the sun's doing.

during lunch today, i felt something touching my ass and i thought it was a cat i immediately jumped. it turned out tht i was hallucinating.

i keep seeing things going past me when there's nothing. i feel things touching me when there's nothing. what exactly is wrong with me? i must be too paranoid.

life is so boring right now with the same ol' routine going on for the past eight weeks. im at week nine now. eight down, eight more to go. please let me pull through the remaining 39 days at work quickly and peacefully.

i don't want to be 19 this year. can i jump straight to 20? but im gonna be so old soon like gross. final year with a 1 in front of my age. pathetic.

there are so many things going on my mind now.

i am so very tired. really tired..

i can't wait for 4th july -time to change phone! :) i can't wait for 7th july -korean class begins! :) i can't wait for 18th july -final on-campus session for SIP, marking the almost ending of SIP. i can't wait for 31st july -FINALE OF SIP :) i cannot wait for a sunday soon tht im going for arnold's which i am craving for right now.

this post is pretty much meaningless and totally random.

ttfn.

2009-05-23T18:56:00.002+08:00

im supposed to be at flea fly flo fun or watching a movie now but noooooo im home!!! urghs. supposed to have mother's day dinner today but guess what? daddy will only reach home at like 9 plus from work so its cancelled!!!

damnit i was really looking forward to going to the flea but it starts only at 3 so what's the point of going there for like an hour or so then leave? besides, i wanted to watch night at the museum 2 as well!!

so.. night at the museum 2 anyone? i wanne catch it real badly!!!

ohwell, but good thing is i had enough rest. work is sucha chore seriously. 10 more weeks to go!! honestly can't wait to leave!!

ooh yes i enrolled myself to a korean class heh! :) with my cousin its gonna start on 7th july i really am anticipating it!!!!!! no more looking for dramas with english subs. after i really master korean, i wanne learn like cantonese it seriously sucks when i watch hk dramas in cantonese and i can't understand a shite and i've gotta read the freaking chinese subtitles which are soooo hard to read especially when its traditional!!!

okay hopefully ham is free tmr cause we plan to go out and her stupid tutee keeps changing the timing -how annoying?

alrightey ttfn.

2009-05-11T21:01:00.002+08:00

friends like these two are awsome shimangles i love you girlies very very much xo babies!

ANYWAY..

Oh hey there you, sexy friend! You are so gonna be a fashionable gorgeous
leading the groups of blood dripping from nose guys from Tampines to Pioneer
with OHBLONDE's apparels on!

guess who came up with tht string of words? its none other than GEE GEE GEE GEE (okay i don't like gee im so irritated with tht song seriously) oh yes only geraldine chow can come up with such things really. ONLY SHE CAN. BLOOD DRIPPING FROM GUYS' NOSES FROM TAMPINES TO PIONEER? HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

okay okay go support ohblonde anyway! they sell awesome stuff which I REALLY WOULD GET but im obese and obese people can't fit into skinny people's clothes OKAY THEN PEOPLE WILL SAY THIS IS NONSENSE BUT ITS TRUE MY DEARS. but anyhow i'll get an oversized tee as soon as one catches my eye because i know it will!

OH YES BABY-G KNOW WHAT KTV WAS NEVER THT EXHAUSTING UNTIL YTD CAUSE YOU'RE DAMN CRAZY YOUR ACTIONS WERE DAMN DRAMATIC LIKE HAW HAW HAW -FLICKS HAIR KINDA CRAZY. YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYING? HAHAHAHAH OKAY IM JUST BEING STUPID NOW.

I LOVE YOU GIRLS SEE YOU SOON!!! WAIT FOR MY OFF DAY!!! XXX

2009-05-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

i've been sorting brochures the past two days at work and boy its crazy how i've to look at all those disgusting pictures. its so revolting it'll make you lose your appetite i swear! like i totally used to think how extended ear holes look so scary and gross, and then now i look at it, its nothing compared to whatever i saw -anus, breast, inside of the face. ewwwwww reallly.

you know beauty really has a price to pay for! people who go for face lifts, i wonder how they actually managed to go through such torture. they really cut open your face up or something and totally "lift" your face up.

not only do you have to endure the pain, you've gotta PAY a huge sum for it. so why even bother paying sucha huge price in the first place just so you look good? just face it if you look bad or whatever cause nobody is really ugly. i haven't seen an ugly freak anywhere -well different perspectives and blablablah. define ugly..

anyway its friday tmr yay! cannot wait. im hoping i'll get an off-in-lieu for vesak day. imma ask my supervisor tmr! *crossing fingers*

du du da du du da du du da da

2009-05-02T23:11:00.002+08:00

i just came back from x-men and kfc bout an hour ago..

x-men was good! i have been missing out on all these action-packed movies cause i always thought i wouldn't understand it and it would be boring! but dark knight and x-men has proven me wrong!! im like downloading the three other x-men films now whoppeee doodle dee!

hmm, kfc was fun with cousins (nigel tay, jojo tan and eden tay) and anli (soon-to-be cousin-in-law?) hahahhaha. we were talking bout the good ol' days and how retarded we were. how mean my older cousins were to us and yada yada. really fun! i love my cousins! we shld so go out monthly. or even forthnightly which i'd prefer!! loveeeee seeing them and hanging out its great fun!

okey pokey, x-men time. :)

2009-04-24T21:17:00.005+08:00

im beyond stupid. i kept thinking tht prison break stopped at episode 17 but episode 17 is the latest episode aired recently and i was feeling so annoyed cause i couldn't find it everywhere!! so i just went to google it and yes, episode 17 is the latest episode urghs!

i could have watched it like what, monday or earlier! its alright, episode 18 is out tonight (technically tmr because america airs it at 8pm or 8.30pm). okay so im happy now! :) gossip girl this week was damn sick! i can't believe what happened. the sudden twists. gross gabriel.

i've never liked the name gabriel or anyone called gabriel i find them annoying. gross seriously suits gabriel. the gabriel guy in gossip girl is so fucking ugly -okay maybe not but i just don't like him and his voice and he's a bastard for sure. we'll see next week!

THERE IS FUCKING SCHOOL TMR GRRRRRRR. SIP on campus session. great-o! school on a saturday at 9am! is tht early or early?! tmr is also daddy's b'day!! mom went to buy a cake just now. we're gonna surprise him later! hahahahha.

oooooookay prison break time now! ooh wentworth miller is such hot stuff!

p/s: oh a bird flew into my house an hour or two ago wtf totally freaked me out!!!

2009-04-21T19:39:00.003+08:00

gosh im really tired from staring at the computer the entire day! love the weather today i so wanted to sleep! but it sucked cause it rained in the morning i hate going out when its raining! shitty.

anyway, i've been thinking -well what's new i always love mind-wandering.

changes.. i really hate changes why must we always have changes? the familiarity of it all is not even there whenever change occurs. isn't familiarity what we all look for? without the familiarity, everything is so different and usually doesn't feel right. oh well life's a bitch isn't it?

on a lighter note, time passed kinda quickly when im working now so all's good i just can't wait for it to end! 31st july calls for freedom!!!!

i really NEED to watch prison break right now but i can't seem to find it anywhere at all! there's just 5 more episodes to go! i can't believe they took months to film 5 episodes?! they just stopped showing it abruptly and they just return with 5 pathetic episodes. wouldn't they lose their viwership?

also, gossip girl is irritating me. they stopped showing it for quite some time and when they finally returned, they just did with one pathetic episode and stopped for a whole good two weeks and now they're back again.

SERIOUSLY WHAT'S WRONG WITH AMERICA SITCOMS PRODUCTIONS? one thing they're very good at is to have writers' strike and yes they stop showing the sitcom! how annoying?

OKAY OKAY ENOUGH OF RANTING. I KNOW I KNOW IM NO. ONE COMPLAIN QUEEN I CAN COMPLAIN AND WHINE BOUT THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN WITHOUT GETTING SICK OF MYSELF. YES, PLEASE DON'T BE DISGUSTED BY ME EVEN THOUGH I DISGUST MYSELF MOST OF THE TIME.

alrightey, ttfn!

2009-04-20T21:08:00.002+08:00

so work has started its fine just tht its boring cause im always looking for work to do and im told to do things slowly cause they really don't have anything much for me to do.. how dumb?

i heard from my colleagues tht im the third batch working in this company. the first batch had two people and they had lotsa things to do cause they were transferring all the data to SAP. the second batch had three people and they had nothing to do at all. they left learning nothing! im the third batch and the only person. they actually didn't want any interns but TP asked for help.

anyhow, one week down 15 more to go! i can't wait for this to be over.

last week was my cousin's 21st b'day it was awesome lotsa hotties there hahahahahhah!!! very drool worthy people! i was sooooo tired the next day cause i reached home close to 12 and i had to get up at 7 the next day!

last friday i was so happy waiting for work to end. the weekends were here and now they're gone
so quickly!!!! its alright, today passed quickly as well so shld the 15 weeks. I CANNOT WAIT FOR LABOUR DAY. ITS NEXT FRIDAY!!! LONG WEEKEND SHIOKNESS.

OH RIGHT. YTD WAS 17 AGAIN WITH HAM IN THE MORNING!!! ZAC HOTTIE WAS SOOOOO BLOODY HOT LIKE BAM KAZAM HOT! i didn't really like his biceps though. totally dig the leather jacket and shades he wore. shld watch the scene where he came out from a sports car and wow!!!

THEN WENT TO KATONG FOR LAN WITH THE COUSINS AND I SUCK AT GAMES I MUST BRUSH UP MY SKILLS OKAY I NEVER WILL. WE PLAYED L4D AND CS. I ALWAYS DIE LAR!!!!!!!! the only time i scored the highest was when i was boomer on L4D and my name never every appeared again on the high score list! pathetic.

anyway we caught knowing at night. it was getting good as the show went on but the ending sucked balls! the lucinda girl was damn freaky and the fucking tragedies scared me shiteless. like seriously scary and freaky and ya you get my drift.

ooh yes i finally met up with yap leng for carl's jr!!! we were supposed to go for ktv but she had a sore throat!! we alr booked a room btw! let's go soon! carl's jr tasted like bk. my virgin experience there. it was good though. so filling. tht day was super sick i had lunch at 2 plus with pee leng and it lasted till 4pm?

then my parents picked me up and we went to taka. had dinner at ajisen at 6 plus OMGAWD I WAS SOOOOOOO STUFFED I FELT LIKE PUKING WHEN I WAS WALKING. like seriously crazy!

okay im just gonna end abruptly here i don't have anything to say alr. its soooooo long and boring i doubt anyone will read it anyway. kaythksbye.

2009-04-09T19:44:00.003+08:00

on tues i woke up with a fucking war in my head! but anyway impromptu meetup with baby-G! I LOVE YOU GEE! CALL ME WHENEVER YOU'RE SAD OKEY POKEY IM HERE FOR YOU REALLY WE SHLD GO TO MICKY D'S WHENEVER YOU'RE SAD YOUR FAVE FAVE PLACE!

jess sweetie and her two cousins came along as well! their lil' cousin is really adorable but i think she doesn't really like me leh? hahha. anyway she sings digimon songs in japanese really well she's like soooo cute!!

btw, i really love impromptu meetups cause its so easy like "X: hey where are you? S: oh im at home. X: what are you gonna do later? S: oh nothing. X: wanne meet up? S: yea sure! :)" see! its so easy to plan meetups like this. it doesn't even require any planning. i so hate planning alr and then holding hopes so high like yay im going out with blablablah and then something crops up so you'll postpone your plans.

PLAN FOR WHAT? NOTHING. so impromptu meetups ARE THE BEST! love love love it!

im back from a loooong day! filzah and ham accopanied me to the company and its totally ulu i so hate it -gahhhh im alr dreading monday urghs!

anyway we headed to arab street. ahmirah's cafe for lunch, we all had turkish chicken kebab. wasn't all tht fantastic. we also had weird tasting garlic bread and this side dish called the hummus. it tasted really weird! and sheesha which i barely touched cause its really damn fucking gross. its my first and final try!

we left like real early say 4 odd cause ham was going to JB. zoomed back to tampines and met up with chowhui and yapleng. we were like totally crazy in tampines one, the new mall. oh before tht i bumped into reeny at the control station. REENY IM NOT GONNA COMPLAIN BOUT HOW OVERWHELMING THE CROWD IS CAUSE IT WAS BEARABLE THEN, I WAS SOOOOOOOO NOISY THERE HAHAHHAHAHAH.

oh continuing on how crazy we were there.. we were like super loud shouting, screaming and whatnot cause it was super packed and noisy. dynechow was seriously crazy!! she went to punch the mascot's butt real hard. okay and we talked talked talked and i really had fun! SEE YOU GIRLIES SOON! :D

i bumped onto the sharp glass shelves in one of the shops and my forehead hurts now and i also bumped into the glass door so embarrassing luckily yapleng pulled me away in time! I ALWAYS KENNA ALL THESE EMBARRASSING MOMENTS WITH CERTAIN PEOPLE AHHHHH.

we also saw the actor from love blossoms -the ABC guy(who totally can't speak english and you feel like punching his face whenever you hear him speak with tht oh so fake accent and his english is super horrible btw) who's felicia chin's beau. his dress sense is horrible too! hahahahahahah like bloody ugly jeans. you know those ahbeng designs like with dragons and stuff? his is something like tht. the only difference is tht his ugly designed jeans is not of dragons.

OKAY TAMPINES ONE WITH JIJITAN TMRRRRRRR! WHAAAAAT TAMPINES ONE AGAIN?! yea its not exactly nice. kinda boring actually, maybe cause it was too packed! i barely stepped into any shops!

YA YA YA YA YA IM SO BLOODY DREADING MONDAY TTFN.

2009-04-06T23:52:00.002+08:00

IM LIKE SUPER TIRED.. I'VE BEEN UP SINCE 0715. EARLY OR WHAT HUH?? well, today's the day we went to school to get our attachment placings. im working at macpherson. its kinda near but the journey to get to the company is like journey to the west! no kidding!

thankfully, work hours are from 9am to 6pm so im pretty okay with it. but i was hoping for 9am to 5pm! nevertheless, im grateful tht im getting paid $500 per month so it totals up to at least a 2k in the four months im working as an intern! PLEASE PRAY HARD THT I'LL PULL THROUGH THIS INTERNSHIP SUCCESSFULLY!

anyhow, in a blink of an eye.. im in senior year alr. i can't believe it. hurray cause im gonna graduate soon enough and blahhhh cause of the shite major project tht has to be done and yada yada. very annoying know. once i graduate i have to make plans for my future. further studies while working, further studies or work and continue studying after?

aah, so many things to do. life is soooooo boring. we study for almost two fifth of our lives, work for almost two fifth of our lives, probably retire for the one fifth left and then BAM WE DIE! sometimes i wonder why people work so hard to get nothing at all.

seems like life is pretty pointless. but then again, there's some things tht are worth it in life which actually gives us the strength to carry on. so i guess its ups and downs we have in life. shitty. lovely. mundane. happy. sad. exciting. annoyed. blablablah..

-END OF MY PREACHING- HAHHAHAHA

anyway i went to jijitan's house after kfc with the girls. totally big bang crazy over there! i loveeeeee spamming myself with big bang vids. they're just so lovable!

oh if im granted with a wish to meet ten korean celebrities. they would be:

G-DRAGON, TAEYANG, TOP, DAESUNG, NICKHUN, HERO JAEJOONG, U-KNOW YUNHO, MICKY YOOCHUN, DANIEL HENNEY AND KIM JAE WON!!!!! BUT I THINK TEN'S TOO LIL'! MAKE IT TWENTY?? IM VERY GREEDY CAUSE I KNOW I WON'T GET TO SEE ALL OF THEM!!! :(

OKAY OKAY ENOUGH SAID. TTFN.

p/s: TAMPINES 1 OPENING THIS THURSDAY IM SO EGG-CITED. CARL'S JR! IM GOING WITH JIJITAN THIS FRIDAY YAY! :D

2009-04-04T21:13:00.005+08:00

ooh i went jogging just now with ze family!! believe it or not, i actually exercised!! im impressed with myself ha! SOMEBODY, APPLAUD ME!!

i jogged two rounds the stadium and did like 40 situps. tiring cause i haven't exercised in forever. i kept complaining while doing the situps cause my tail bone hurt! the wood was too hard lar.

well, anyhow its a good start isn't it? ze family decided to go jogging every saturday! so hopefully i'll keep to it.. its so hard to make me step outta the house and exercise i'll start complaining and whining. i did just tht just now for a good whole half an hour! but i felt so good and fresh after, albeit a lil' tiring.

I WANNE LOSE WEIGHT!!

oh yes i forgot to mention i went out with vien the other day! i haven't seen her since january tht's long huh? we had lunch at ajisen was totally full. i always can't finish the ramen its like way too much. plus the soup and everything.

we caught like two movies tht day. confessions of a shopaholic and the unborn! confessions was great. i love isla fisher! she's soooo cute. she's also april from definitely maybe! the unborn was crap. not scary as well. but i jumped at certain parts -sound effects you see. I WANNE WATCH FRIDAY THE 13TH!!

anyway we headed to ikea after for dinner and went over to giant as well. it was fun at ikea. we both want the hoodie towel so cute! but it costs like $19. expensiveee! it looks something like the picture below. but the ones we saw were waaay cuter!!

i wanne own like those ikea showrooms. sooooooooo nice! but frankly, ikea furniture is quite pricely. but still, very pretty!

i had fun with viennnnnnnnn! endless topics to talk bout. especially bout our favourite big bang hotties hahahahah slash seungri please -gahhhhh! VIEN SEE YOU SOON! NEXT WEEK OKAY IF YOU'RE READING THIS!! OH AND DON'T FORGET WE'RE SUPPOSED TO WATCH THE UGLY TRUTH AND PROPOSAL TOGETHER YEPPA DOODLE DEE!! i love you! :)

i also went to carousel with ze family on monday cause dad has officially worked at exxon for ten years! awesome shimangles. the spread was good tht day but i was so lazy to keep going rounds so i went like six rounds in total only. great-o! i wasn't tht full this time. im always full when i go for buffets. im craving for the softshell crab now which i regretted only taking once! hmm.. sharlene tan stop thinking bout food!

OKAY IMMA WATCH MOVIES NOW! i love days like these :)

2009-04-04T16:48:00.002+08:00

gawd im beyond annoyed!! endless phonecalls coming in from my parents. they just can't call once and ask us everything once and for all.

the ringing is driving me crazy! then now comes this fucker who called wrongly and kept going hello hello........ and im like hello i think you got the wrong no. and he just hung up. tht's so fucking rude okay. at least have the courtesy to say sorry! he just called again. idiotic guy. PATHETIC SHITE.

2009-04-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

click on image to get yummy free goodies! these goodies are a whole lotta goodness. i checked them goodies out on the 31st march, it was sent out just yesterday and i've received them today! they're very efficient aren't they?

im so annoyed now cause i wanne do a second round of checkout. but i don't know why the shitty ibanking system isn't working right now. i can only transfer to other banks but not posb and dbs urghs.

anyway, its not entirely free. you've gotta pay for postage. but its just as good. some of the samples are in retail sizes and are definitely worth the money for postage. besides, postage is so cheap like what $2.40 for 240ml of solution! it depends on what you want, the postage prices vary.

its just dirt cheap! samples are great cause you can actually use them first before you want to buy a new product. they have plenty of samples there. so just click on it. no harm clicking! i hope the products i want are still available later!!

2009-03-28T20:30:00.002+08:00

its the earth hour now! suprise suprise!! okay, im obviously not doing anything bout it. its almost impossible to switch off all the lights when its dark now.. its unfair how the americans have theirs in the morning. haha, not like it would make any difference if it were in the morning anyway.

anyhow, i wanted to form a sentence with twas, tres and ergo. so here goes.. twas tres cold last night, ergo the chapped lips hahahhahaha im awesome like tht.

last night, i had a very good sleep with two idiots taking turns to snore!!! as if the snoring wasn't loud enough, they were less than a metre away from me! i was sooooo irritated i kept shouting to no avail.. duh! they're sleeping.

this morning saw the whole family going all the way to yishun to pay respects to my late gramps. the joss sticks burned me!! now i have some sorta bubble scar on my right hand. so ugly. oh then we headed to some nearby coffeeshop where they served the nicest wanton noodles i've had since ages. mmmm yummy!!

proceeded to giant next where they had ridiculously named signs for drinks. you know how they categorize everything? they had a drinks section and it was sub-sectioned. one of the sub sections was called ASIAN DRINKS. oh the horror! its so weird. i've taken a picture but im lazy to upload it now.

day well spent with the family. yummy japanese dinner whipped up by dad im stuffed now! okay imma end abruptly here bye!

2009-03-25T11:53:00.002+08:00

i dreamt of nickhun last night!! we were modelling together.. me a model?!!! hahahhaa. now, laugh all you want cause i find it hilarious myself. ooh he's sucha heartthrob! he's really cute know. you shld watch videos of him! he looks cute even when he tries to be angry!

okay im done here!

2009-03-24T17:45:00.003+08:00

GREAT-O. I JUST FINISHED TYPING WHAT I WANNE SAY AND I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE WHOLE DAMN SHITE!!!!!!!!!

URGHS NVM ME, IT WAS A PRETTY POINTLESS ENTRY ANYWAY!!

2009-03-20T18:16:00.002+08:00

i just came back from visiting gramps and my unc all the way to the west. jurong point is so huge i couldn't find c&k. anyway, daddy fetched momsy and me back. went to tm to look for my c&k sandals which are oos now! gawd im so annoyed i really like it a lot. they no longer have my size! i should have bought it the other day. im so sad now! like real sad.

the service sucks btw. i asked the staff to check if they have it at other outlets and she went like, which outlet do you want to go to? im like can't you just check it with all the outlets and see if they have it anywhere. cause i know it can be done. they have some sorta system to check or something right? even if they don't they can check somehow.

i know it can be done cause i actually went to ask for an exchange the other time cause it was spoilt within like days. how can tht be possible right? lousy only ah. so anyway they didn't have my size at tm alr and the person checked for me at other outlets. her attitude sucked as well. seems like they all have an attitude problem huh?

so much for customer satisfaction everywhere we go in singapore. such bulls.

I WANT MY SANDALS!!! i shall go hunt for them at nearer outlets. i know parkway doesn't have it alr. urghs I GREATLY REGRET NOT GETTING THEM THE OTHER DAY. IT WAS JUST TUESDAY BTW. how fast can it be sold?!

I WANT MY SANDALS!!!!! :(

2009-03-20T10:24:00.001+08:00

i dreamt of big bang again, no kidding! i think this just shows how much i won't ever see them in life. how pathetic. i dreamt of taeyang being oh-so-nice and g-dragon and seungri ganging up to call me crazy cause i had like a thousand accessories on my arms. haha, i must look really crazy i think.

the funny thing is tht how i could understand what big bang was saying everytime. yes, they were speaking in english and not korean. haha, how nice if they speak korean and i could kinda sub it into english in my own head. coolioooooo.

i wanne go for the family concert 2009! :(:(:(:(

kay stop acting pathetic sharlene tan. i hate sad smiley emoticons.

i also dreamt of jang geun suk from baby and me! he was showcasing his not so pretty girlfriend who was filipino or something which is so queer right. gawd what's wrong with me? i keep dreaming of weird stuff.

2009-03-18T15:29:00.003+08:00

omgawd i must be crazy i dreamt of big bang again! this time round it felt so real. i keep documenting all my dreams of big bang cause it really makes me so happy hahahhaha.

anyway, i was at some concert in korea with my cousin!! people present were big bang, dbsk and shinee? i don't even know how shinee really looks like cause im not a fan of them.

after the whole concert was over, i went up to big bang who was just behind me to take pictures with them!!! and i did omgawd i was just standing beside top and our faces were like pressed tightly together. my cousin was totally jealous and pushed me away -gasps in horror, she'll never do tht! hahha. so i headed to ask the rest to take photos with me!

seungri first, out of courtesy. he said no, cause last time when he took photos with a fan, they made fun of his underwear or something along tht line.. after asking seungri i asked daesung, g-dragon and taeyang. and they all refused!! i was like urghs. WHY NOT? something bout fans blablablah. MUST BE SEUNGRI'S FAULT!!! HE WAS THE JINX OF THEM REFUSING TO TAKE PHOTOS.

i was so close to touching them man! gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh stupid seungri. but im happy enough i managed to take photos with top who's oh so cute! oh i was asking them why they refused to take photos with fans while top allows so. they said cause top is very pretty hahahhaha.

IM VERY OBSESSED WITH BIG BANG ITS KINDA SCARY HAHAHHAH. but i wasn't even thinking bout them yesterday at all!! whatever it is, im oh so lucky for always dreaming of them. good! keep them dreams coming.. i love it!

yesterday saw me going all the way to commonwealth for ljs ha, i went to meet haziqah. lotsa talking and somewhat awkward silences in between. hahahah. we parted with me going to city hall and her going to chinatown. met up with jijitan again. half-priced waffles at gelare. shld have eaten dinner instead. got the cheap cotton on tee! last week it was 2 for 25 and ytd it was 2 for 20! lucky us! we didn't buy it last week woooooo!

haji for mediterranean food and sheesha tmr yay!

2009-03-16T11:25:00.003+08:00

URGHS I WANNE GO TO KOREA!!!!!!!! everything is happening there not in singapore how shitty?! BIG BANG HAS THIS CONCERT ON THE 18TH APRIL TOGETHER WITH SUPER JUNIOR, RAIN AND SHIN HYE SUNG.

I SERIOUSLY WANNE GO THERE BUT I HAVE ATTACHMENT STARTING ON THE 13TH. URGHS SERIOUSLY. IF I DIDN'T HAVE ATTACHMENT, ITS MY HOLIDAYS!!!! CAUSE SCHOOL ONLY STARTS ON THE 20TH.

BIGASS BUMMER!!

2009-03-16T10:25:00.002+08:00

gawd i just went into the kitchen to put the dishes into the sink and i got a shock of my life! A FUCKING MYNAR WAS HAPPILY RESTING ITSELF ON THE FRYING PAN!!!!! i went like omgawd really loudly and screamed get out at it! -my brother was laughing when i screamed get out at the mynar as if it could understand me he said.

i mean like its so scary to have a bird in your house! it just bloody flew in and out as if this house belongs to it. i shudder at the thought of it now. grrrrrrross, no kidding!

2009-03-15T19:48:00.005+08:00

a quick post before my laptop dies on me. i'll never be able to recharge my battery again btw, cause the fucking adaptor is bloody spoilt. how great. my battery is alr spoilt and now the adaptor too? you've gotta be kidding me.

i spent like ages taping the adaptor so tht it would work but the power just keeps going off after a while. gawd how annoying -gahhhhhhhh.

anyway im totally drained. woke up at 8am yesterday! i haven't been up tht early in forever. to add on, i slept at 3 plus. so i was like whining the entire day. oh i headed to NTU with atikah and larasan. i felt so stupid cause all the JC students were there for the open house (they obviously can get into a local university) and to know tht i'll never be able to make it to a local university made me feel more stupid than ever!

anyhow we went to sentosa after NTU and it was a-okay. blablablah. was supposed to catch my bloody valentine in 3d but the seats sucked so no my bloody valentine. was supposed to watch it today too! but the rest had something on. or i'll be on my way to vivo now. soooooooooo bored at home.

ah kay bye.

2009-03-12T17:11:00.002+08:00

you are so repulsive i get sick just by staring at your name

2009-03-12T00:14:00.002+08:00

oh happy day! results out, passed. sucha great relief cause i really didn't wanne take any supp papers. my GPA is damn pathetic still it has increased by 0.1 only.

anyway, i was watching some big bang videos (yea what's new?) and i got so jealous when this lucky fan was brought up to the stage by them and they actually sang for her and stuff. really i turned green! so i called my cousin up cause her favourite top actually hugged the bitch and said i love you! not once, but TWICE. how annoying really?

we hung up saying tht we'll meet this friday or next week for ikea. but minutes later, she rang me up. so it was an impromptu meetup to ikea. ikea was as usual, awesome. we had the yummy swedish meatballs which are to die for! love the sauce so much. absolutely delicious. chicken wings and hot dogs! gosh i was soooooo stuffed after tht.

courts thereafter to view semi-dslrs, which look pretty cool. and i totally felt like smacking this ol' salesman. i hate salespeople. they're so freaking rude with the exception of a minority. he followed us wherever we went and kept looking at us. he's a major turnoff btw, coughs without covering his mouth! GERMS. i felt like i was falling sick pronto at tht moment.

oh and so we were looking at canon G-10 and nikon D6000 and approached this younger salesman, who is so much more friendly. it was funny how he tried convincing us canon G-10 was better than nikon D6000. well, i think he said so cause G-10 is more expensive by a good hundred over bucks. know why? he doesn't even know the nikon product well. he said its nikon P6000. i couldn't stop laughing when he said P. like seriously this just proves how well salespeople know their products. they just can't wait to sell their products without giving any shite if its good or not. they just want COMMISSION. i'd rather make my way down to sim lim and get it if i want. its cheaper and the salespeople actually know what they're selling.

damn, this is getting long-winded. proceeded to giant next where jijitan got sushi and white coconuts for her bf's family. walked back to ikea and got hot dogs for them again. and yay her bf came to fetch us. thk you lovebirds! gawd i can't wait to drive. next year!! i can totally wait!

im in a dilemma right now. gahhhhhh im so irritated. i shld start doing something meaningful to my mundane life.

2009-03-09T15:50:00.001+08:00

i've been thinking a lot lately. recently i was listening to over my head by the fray and the lyrics totally make sense its like what i feel so much right now. i can't wait to really grow up and stuff though i don't wanne get old. i hate what im going through right now. i can't really relate to anyone anymore. time to start doing a clean filter of people in my life tht don't even try bothering bout anything.

oh and i seriously hate empty talks. please don't promise to do anything tht isn't within your means and only break the promise in the end. what's the point really? which brings me to the saying, higher hopes brings about greater disappointment. how true.

i realize people aren't really there for you when you really need them. they're just all bulls and stuff. trust me on this, family won't ever betray you. well, not my family at least. they will always be there for you. i shld be a loner and start disappearing from the social life which i barely have alr. not like anyone cares anyway. i wanne go MIA, it'll be fun!

2009-03-06T14:54:00.004+08:00

tuesday out with cousin dearest and caught he's just not tht into you. ytd, out with baby-G for some subway lovin' and then i went to jijitan's house and went crazy over big bang and all sorta k-news. today im home and going to my cousin's condo later for a swim. good! im so gonna swim at night.

anyhow, i've been feeling so lazy lately. i can't sleep past one, two or even three am. insomnia has been kicking in since the study week. tht is so annoying. anyhow, i had a great dream today! today because i actually woke up at 5am to bid grams goodbye as she's leaving for vietnam. so after i sent her off, i went back to bed and couldn't sleep at all till 7 plus. tht's horrible i know i didn't sleep till three plus i kept checking the time. woke up at five. slept at six plus and still tossing and turning on the bed. im very tired okay.

ah whatever it is, the main point is my dream!

guess what? i dreamt of my favourite BIG BANG AGAIN OMGAWD!!!!!!!! im so bloody pissed though. i dreamt of them and went up super close to them to take pictures. then i was told to get off the stage by the manager. i almost took a picture with them then i bloody woke up!

i was soooooooo close to top i wanted to take a picture of him for my cousin since she wasn't there but i didn't know what went wrong with me. top together with taeyang and some unknown guy actually posed for me with their killer smiles and i actually missed top! gosh really?

oh and the whole dream was so surreal because i had to ask the manager if i could take pictures with them and she's a malay btw, and suddenly i had to go through a whole lotta shite to actually get to BIG BANG. i was given a parang and told to fight anyone against my way. then like i fought with the malay gangsters. totally no link right, it ended up with me having my dinner with these ol' malay grannies and someone telling me its my turn to take a photo with BIG BANG and i bloody woke up! URGHS.

i texted my cousin and told her bout it and she said im sucha fan girl. BLAH. but at least i dreamt of them and she didn't and she still asked me what was top wearing. sucha loser hahahahaha. IF BIG BANG EVER GOES TO MALAYSIA, I'LL GO THERE WITH HER. PROMISE MADE WOOOOO I CAN'T WAIT. PLEASE COME SOON!

2009-03-01T16:49:00.001+08:00

my exams are officially over (i hope i'll pass all my papers please please i did study, though a lil' too late ha) and my holidays are finally here for me to idle away! im soooo not working this holidays. gotta enjoy myself before i start on my internship for 16 whole weeks! so yes. i've been having lotsa me-time which i really like! im undergoing operation ___ now. ___ cause i don't know what to call it. its not a surgery of any sort but like a mini surprise project i hope it works out fine!

i've been watching so many movies lately. they're all so good i must say. i wanne watch new in town and marley & me! ooh and pink panther 2! its gonna be lotsa non-stop laughter!

anyhow, parents bought like squid just now and found a small fish inside the sotong! gross! the sotong is like smaller than the fish and it actually ate it. so we threw it away. like seriously eww.

the korean F4 for boys before flowers. its really nice. i just don't get sick of meteor garden/hana yori dango/boys before flowers. its the same just tht one's from taiwan, japan and now korea. but i like the korean one the most. the japanese one is just as good but the korean guys are waaaaaaay cuter! for the taiwanese one, its just so draggy almost died watching it but i didn't give up watching cause jerry yan was in it i liked jerry yan! liked cause im not so into him anymore.

go watch it. if you have cable, they show it on channel 173 every monday and tuesday at 9pm.

I WANNE EAT GOOD FOOD. I WANT IKEA MEATBALLS AND HOTDOG BUN WITH LOTSA CHILLI AND MUSTARD, DIN TAI FUNG'S XIAO LONG BAOS, SAKAE TEPPANYAKI, CARL'S JR, LJS' NEWLY GRILLED FOOD, MEDITERRANEAN FOOD AT HAJI PLUS SHEESHA!!

& i realized im really very good at self-entertaining, really good! kaythksbye!

2009-02-17T10:33:00.004+08:00

some sick bastard keeps googling about cody linley's armpit hair wtf. i'll show you proof. this is not the first time alr!! i'm pretty sure the person's from US cause everytime he/she googles bout cody linley, i have someone from US visiting my site. damn bloody gross uh.

ooh i didn't write bout cody linley's armpit hair at all. i checked the link and all i wrote was

she's like a total turnoff ? she's so yuck . fancy her tellin a guy tht she has
armpit hair ? OMGAWDD lorhx . nvm , i shall dedicate a song to her . ARMPIT
HAIR's BURNIN NOW . ARMPIT HAIR's BURNIN NOW . ARMPIT HAIR's BURNIN NOW . ARMPIT
HAIR's BURNIN NOW . BURNIN NOW . BURN BURN BURN . BURNIN NOW . BURN BURN BURN .
ARMPIT HAIR's BURNIN IN A DARK DARK NIGHT . YOU GO . WOO YEAH . YEEPIE YEEPIE
YEAH . ARMPIT HAIR's BURNIN IN A DARK DARK NIGHT . YOU GO . WOO YEAH . YEEPIE
YEPPIE YEAH . x2 LOL .

sick or what? why do you even wanne know bout his armpit hair? too obsessed with him tht you actually wanne count every single strand? ewwww.

2009-02-13T19:00:00.003+08:00

arnold's with pee leng on tuesday, tutu kueh, dirty bus 67 -grossest shite ever! has yellow ants in it. it was fun, SEE YOU SOON LARLING, lubchewxzxz.

anyway, everyone's doing something impactful on their lives now and its so great. impactful in a way tht is so beneficial to their lives and i wanne do something too! i've been thinking bout it for sucha long time but i give up after a while. sucha loser -gahhhhh quick gag at me!

i'll try! really hard this time! not saying it out, in case i don't do it and i'll think im a greater loser than i alr am! i've gotta work this out, make some plans. holidays soon! 45 days to be exact! i'll make everyday count -cross fingers!

ooh pizza hut just now with cyn. it was good! which reminds me, i also had pizza hut last thursday with her, filzah and ham. last thursday was good cause we caught bride wars. this year, i've caught quite a number of flicks alr. first one was red cliff 2 which was awesome but i prefer red cliff - ooh i cried when the good friend of vicki zhao died. i can't remember what's the second show i caught seriously! i don't even know where's the movie stub (crap!).

all's well ends well was a-okay, very funny and wayyyyy better than the second show i caught! then inkheart which i really loved! how nice if i had a silver tongue as well? finally it was bride wars. and i wanne watch sooooo many shows now.

i can totally wait! after my exams, which officially end on the 26th feb! i only have two papers btw. ooh yes, today's the last day of school. REJOICE!

2009-02-09T14:18:00.008+08:00

i must be the happiest girl alive today! :D

i woke up smiling like an idiot with tae yang's melodious voice calling out to me (yes, im very much obsessed with tae yang. his song is my alarm!) in addition, i woke up with no complaints even though it was super early, say 8.45am because -cue windchimes, lotsa giggles and pretty bubbles- I DREAMT OF TAE YANG.

OMGAWD LIKE I DREAMT OF TAE YANG DO YOU KNOW HOW LUCKY I AM? I BARELY REMEMBER MOST OF MY DREAMS!

i can totally drool now! he was like sooooooo sweet :) omgawd MY TAE YANG. i love him! im so obsessed over BIG BANG!!! seems like DBSK is second on my list now. im sooooo sorry cause BIG BANG IS WAY CUTER? besides, DBSK is maturing (not tht they're ol', but they're going on the mature style now! still cute, but i prefer cute to mature!) and i don't really hate max changmin anymore.

im fantasizing about tae yang now! he's like sooooooo hot -such drool worthy material! of the group, i like TAE YANG first, followed by G-DRAGON, TOP, dae sung and lastly, seungri! seriously i don't know why but i hated max changmin who's the youngest and now i dislike seungri as well. yes, he's the youngest too. they just have this certain look i find irritating. i'll probably get over it when they start to walk the mature style.

ARE THEY CUTE OR WHAAAAAAAAAT?

anyway i went to school a happy girl, came back home a happy girl cause the interview went well :) sooooo, i painted another nail baby blue. you see, i was bored on saturday or something so i painted one nail baby blue. i've decided, everytime im happy, imma paint one nail baby blue! so now its two nails. eight more to go! :) seeing the baby blue on it makes me really happy. but gahhhhh to ugly and unhealthy nails. but still happy!

GOOD RIDDANCE TO COMM SKILLS. NO MORE COMM SKILLS EVER AGAIN. ZERO, NADA, ZILCH. YAY YAY YAY. & HOPEFULLY I'LL DREAM OF G-DRAGON AND TOP TONIGHT. THEN I WANT MORE DREAMS WITH TAE YANG AGAIN AND THEN LIKE THE THREE OF THEM COMBINED THEN THE WHOLE OF BIG BANG THEN THE CYCLE CONTINUES!!

if not for the sunset glow music video, i would never have fallen in so much love with them. im veryyyyyyyy obsessed its crazy!

2009-02-07T21:37:00.002+08:00

yay, i have soooo many movies to watch once everything bout school is over and done with! :)

they are namely:

Australia
Attack of The Pin-up Boys
Breakfast at Tiffany's
Changeling
Forgetting Sarah Marshall
House Bunny
My Sassy Girl
Slumdog Millionaire
The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button (its damn good! i watched it alr and imma watch it over and over again! go watch it if you haven't!)
The Duchess
Twilight
Vacancy 2
Vicky Cristina Barcelona

OMGAWD SO EGG-CITED! :D

ooh i also wanne try watching a movie on my own! like in public! like ever since i saw this girl around my age, watching BRIDE WARS alone, i was like she's so daring, to even watch a movie alone in public! then ham was like yea she shld watch it alone too. anyway there's barely anyone in the afternoon watching movies! hahha, i shld try! :) I WANT TO.

2009-02-07T16:21:00.005+08:00

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2009-02-07T16:08:00.002+08:00

apart from trying to prepare for my interview, im doing so many other irrelevant things.

FOCUS! I NEEDA FOCUS RIGHT NOW! im soooooo dead. interview roleplay on monday and i didn't save the job advertisement i found! i did save the link but they removed it alr! goshhhhhhh how stupid can i get?!

im so irritated right now cause i need to prepare for the interview. gotta read up on the company and stuff but i didn't even write down the company's name in the CV and i made up my own address. so how am i supposed to know anything at all? it holds a good 20% for my entire comm skills 2 grade!

great, how am i supposed to get at least a B now? talking about grades, why must they freaking make us score 70 - 79 marks to attain a B?! this is sooooo ridiculous. it shld be an A! screw the stupid education system here! -gahhhhhhh.

adding on to my misery, im having a sore throat! this is how things go. the shittier things happen when you're on your down side! i must have got up from the wrong side of the bed today.

PLEASE MAKE MONDAY A GOOD DAY FOR ME, THT'S ALL I ASK FOR.

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2009-02-04T22:35:00.002+08:00

today was really a mad rush. i mugged for calculus the entire of yesterday and a bit of comm skills. seriously, i didn't have time for hospitality at all. totally crazy. i set my alarm at 6am this morning to prepare for hosp but got up slightly earlier and change the time to 7.30am. in the end i woke up at 8am! a wastage of two whole hours! great great deal.

turns out, all the tests weren't tht tough and weren't worth so much of my time mugging for. im seriously battery-dead now. gotta get up real early tmr. dumb presentation.

well well well, im glad its good riddance to hospitality for now.

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2009-01-29T11:35:00.000+08:00

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2009-01-28T20:28:00.002+08:00

i lost like all my money on the first day thks to poker but got most of it back from two bucks blackjack and dai dee hahahah. its like blackjack is soooooooo slow and boring but its slow and steady wins the race. i make so much sense!

sat's supposedly grams' b'day celebration at sakura but its an inauspicious day for her so we changed it to sunday. luckily the bookings made could be changed with no extra charges. so on sat, we're going for house visiting again. this weekends will be packed no matter what.

anyway, i'll have like three tests in a week's time! sucha bummer really. i made plans to go out with pee leng next tuesday alr but i cancelled it cause of the bloody three tests. things to do so tht i'll be prepared for the tests are to get all my lecture notes copied, read the damn notes over and over again.

exams in three weeks time. its so so so so fast. but yay two more weeks and no more school. zero, nada, zilch. one and a half months of holidays. :) im so happy.

JOJO TAN WE'RE SUPPOSED TO WATCH BRIDE WARS TOGETHER!! DON'T FORGET IF YOU'RE READING THIS!

its way too wordy alr. picture post soon! :D

2009-01-25T12:08:00.001+08:00

day five of trip!

usual breakfast, checked out of hotel followed by visting a museum which had pretty ivory carvings and jade cabbage blablablah which got very boring thereafter, totally felt like sleeping! imagine early wake up calls every single day. its always at 6am or 6.30am. sleeping with grams means tht it'll be earlier. cause she'll wake up like way earlier and make so much noise!!

we proceeded to some geomacy centre and the fortune teller or some sorta said things which were so damn true! but i didn't go cause i was sleeping on the coach together with dad, cousin and bro! gosh we were so lazy i totally regretted not going now! i so badly wanne know what's gonna happen. cause like seriously true. what they told mom, i slightly know but i doubt she told me every single detail. doesn't wanne affect me and stuff. i was kinda affected alr by what she told me and it was only part of it! sucks urghs.

proceeding on, we had lunch at five cents driftwood. the food was yum! the interior decors were nice too.

( read more bout days five, six and seven. or just look at the pictures. )

day eight was nothing but travelling to the airport!

this trip was a great experience. wouldn't mind going there again! :)

tada! finally done with this yay!

2009-01-24T12:18:00.002+08:00

HHAHAHAHAHA YAY I JUST CONVINCED MYSELF TO STAY HOME AND LAZE AROUND. how retarded. its ookay i can do lotsa stuff now. imma paint my nails baby blue! :) i bought them last friday it made me so happy when i saw them painted on my nails but i won't wear it out like weird hahahaha but still makes me super happy. okay im really glad now i know what to do this entire day! yay shimangles!

2009-01-24T12:08:00.000+08:00

i've ought to go out soon before the post office closes at 4. gotta get my parcel weighed and send it out. gotta head over to popular to get my que cards. im so lazy to go out. its like i haven't even bathed yet. it seems like the post office is way too far from my place or rather, im super lazy. its so troublesome urghs.

reunion dinner tmr. this CNY i haven't been looking forward to it. cept for the new year goodies which i have already laid my hands on and the four whole days of freedom i have away from school. the word school never fails to grate on my ears -gahhhh.

im so tired. anyhow i shall go bathe and get my ass outta the house SOON. kaythksbye.

2009-01-17T12:40:00.002+08:00

day two of trip!

( read more )

day three of trip!

we had our usual complimentary breakfast and soon headed to ALISHAN. gawd tht place is so beautiful the scenery is so breathtaking but the bad point is tht its a freaking moutain so we climbed up like crazy and i was totally exhuasted being fat and having not exercised in forever. i was breaking out in cold sweats man. like seriously couldn't take it. but hey, at least i managed to finish climbing right? :)

( read on )

day four of trip!

on board the cruise for one hour at sun moon lake. beautiful scenery which you can never get enough of! then getting up on a mini island where we took photos. up another twanquil temple where they place tripitaka's ashes. and we got so egg-cited over their 12 zodiac animals and started posing with them. cutekewllll.

( awesome cruise ride, thriller rides, strawberries harvest!! )

p/s: tired alr lar. days 5, 6 and 7 up soon. since day 8 is nothing but travelling to the airport.

2009-01-14T19:52:00.002+08:00

FUCKEDITY FUCK I LEFT MY PENCIL CASE IN SCHOOL AGAIN IM SUCHA GENIUS UHHHHH. LIKE MY TWO THUMBDRIVES AND MATRIC CARD IS INSIDE!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME THT ITS STILL UNDER THE DESK IN THE CLASS TMR.

MINE'S THE LAST CLASS TODAY AND TMR'S FIRST CLASS IS AT NINE SO I'LL BE THERE REAL EARLY WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO OPEN THE DOOR!!

:( REAL SAD NOW

2009-01-13T17:25:00.002+08:00

my brain is functioning so badly now.
someone called, i picked up. caller stands for C and myself, M.
conversation we had.

M: hello
C: oh sorry i got the wrong no.
M: ookay sorry

WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD I SAY SORRY FOR? gawddddd im damn retarded.

anyway, SIP jobs out for us to choose now. im spoilt for choices. or rather, there's way toooooooo many for me to decide on one which im interested in. seems like all are damn boring. and i don't wanne hate my job. cause i've gotta be there for FOUR MONTHS.

now im really busy. i have so many things to do. so lil' time but im not getting started at anything at all. i really make myself sick. im like the grossest thing on earth! gahhhhh like seriously forever not waking up my bloody idea. procrastination, tht's what i do best!

the next time i blog, i'll definitely post bout my trip. the entire thing. days two to eight. promise!!

2009-01-09T23:48:00.004+08:00

i was posting bout day two halfway yesterday but stopped when i was called for dinner which was yummy home cooked laksa. ask around and you'll know grams' cooking is the best! HER LAKSA IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN WHAT'S SOLD OUTSIDE. and next thursday, she's gonna cook it againnnnnnnn :) yum!

so anyway, im really psyched bout Tampines1 opening up soon, albeit the retarded name the mall is given! its a whole lotta goodness there. 210 stores have been leased out and i saw quite a few alr on the website and i really can't wait for it to open!! there's like carl's jr which i wanted to try in forever but haven't done so! ooh and manpuku, an open concept jap cusine shop, something like marche concept!! super duper awesomeee shimangles! &&&&& more shopping!!

lookyyyyyy! how not to get egg-cited??!

2009-01-05T15:48:00.001+08:00

day one of taiwan trip!

we reached kaohsiung in the early noon ( read on )

im in the midst of editing photos for days two, three, four and seven. haven't received any of the other photos yet! so this updating will take quite some time. anyhow, im tired alr. so i'll update bout day two soon! promise promise!

2009-01-02T17:15:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOO NEW YEAR GOODBYE OL' YEAR. (LAMMMMME)

okay, a very happy new year to everyone! may 2oo9 be a merry one for all of us. we sure deserve it! :)

as usual, i don't have any new year resolutions. i don't make them. cause i believe i won't fulfill them and it only brings about more disappointment to myself. which is what i don't need right now. im no pessimist, im just seeing things in a perspective which is much more different than others. it makes me happier this way, so why not?

after all, how many resolutions will anyone even execute. i believe it doesn't even hit a pathetic 30%? for those who actually do accomplish them, we really should applaud you for adhering to your plans. kudos to you!

i think tht the new year doesn't make anything different. its still the same ol' daily routines. things won't be drastically changed. so it feels the same for me. now, i just cannot wait for this sucky semester to end. tht's what makes me happy. i want my vacations to come soon! six more weeks! i totally can endure this!

im proud to say, i've become so much more independent thks to this semester :)

alrightey, promise to update bout taiwan trip soon. soooooo many pictures i've yet to receive. cause halfway through the trip i got so lazy taking pictures alr and let my relatives do the job hahha. but taiwan was awesome albeit the sucky food. our tastebuds are definitely different from the taiwanese. but their night markets sell really good food, definitely worth trying. BEST THING BOUT THE TRIP WAS SEEING SNOW ON THE MOUNTAIN TOP! :) I DIDN'T TAKE PICTURES THOUGH. L-A-Z-I-N-E-S-S was the cause. too bad!

big oh mega ttfn.

2008-12-26T20:56:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOO, GREETINGS FROM BLISTERING COLD TAIWAN.

okay the weather here is really good! i totally love it. its so nice seeing the people here wearing winter wear everywhere! like so freaking awesome. very pretty! i really dig their fantabulous boots!

i only bought like two bags and a cute monkey pencil and its the 5th day alr. no clothes at all. nada, zero, zilch. sadly, cause its the winter season now.

gawd, just two more nights here and im going back. gahhhhh, totally dreading school. im so skipping school on tuesday and on new year's eve, there's school. gosh, i don't wanne talk bout school now. totally dampens my happy holiday mood!

anyhow, im missing the food in singapore. home's still the best! alrightey, watch this space. will be back with plentiful of pictures soon! :)

2008-12-20T16:13:00.003+08:00

im rushing the ERM report now cause i've gotta get it done by tmr! anyhow, in a blink of an eye, the first week of my holidays are already gone. i've been going out every single day and im sooooooooooo tired! cause im always forcing myself to wake up early. anyway, to sum it up. i've been meeting up with a bunch of different people, whose pictures i'll post. doing different things. i went ktv, baking and even went to the gym! ooh and i caught a movie, yes man! awesome show go watch it. love jim carrey, like one of the best comedians to date :) on a random note, cyn can really cook!! her spaghetti was awesome. ookay, pictures time.

p/s: taiwan in just a day's time! awesome or what?
p/p/s: i haven't packed my luggage yet, sucha bummer