I've been sucha bitch lately to my family cause they're the only people I can vent my frustrations on! I never seem to do it to my friends so I'm sucha hypocrite uh!
Mommy just told me this morning tht her heart aches to see me like tht! I feel so guilty lar. It's like I've got split personality or something. Once I come home, my mood automatically turns bad! Very bad tht you'd wanne stay as far as possible away from me.
I really need to change. I know I'm not being nice at all. It's like I can feel it myself and I will wake up feeling guilty the next morning thinking why the hell do I treat my family so dear to me like tht?
It's really ridiculous how I am! Am sucha total mess. I'm always giving in to my friends and taking the initiative towards them but to my family, it's another story altogether.
So my resolution now is to change and think hard before I treat anyone badly! I no longer wanne take anyone for granted especially my family since they are the only ones who will be there for you regardless of anything while friends come and go! Yep! I'll try hard.
